Yuhong(:

click click

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 03:22:31 GMT

why?

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 16:04:57 GMT

Soon you will lose everything you hold most dear.
-Dan Brown 'The Lost Symbol'

hurts like hell

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 13:43:40 GMT

Stay mad for as long as you can, because once you stop being mad, it hurts. It hurts like hell, and once it hurts that bad you can’t make yourself mad anymore.

-Eletheowl.
(You deserve the credit :) )

Cheena

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 12:56:14 GMT

Deformed Family Re-united.

Dear diary,

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 16:41:34 GMT

I have been thinking a lot. May I ask you to send someone, an invisible someone to bring me to the beach or to another place. Anywhere. Please take me.

if you must know, i'm fine. really.

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 14:44:49 GMT

Today I realized that I went from being really depressed six months ago, to loving a lot of things about my life. The only difference between then and now is that I consciously let go of some things I had been holding onto. MMT

Makes me think, when will I start loving Life again?

You know, I do spend time examining my legs and wonder if they are of the same length.(Get a measuring tape, already!) I'm pretty sure they are, but I do feel a little awkward when I walk. I would love to assume it's because of the many times I sprained my ankle(Like, five times on each side), so much so that I find myself limping almost all the time. Sometimes when I know I'm trying too hard to walk normally, I give up trying. I mean, who cares if my legs are of the same length or not. I don't. As long as I still can run, play a little basketball, pick up another sport, i'd be more than glad.

Anyway, I concluded something last Sunday afternoon: Yuhong is a joke when it comes to swimming.
Haha, I swam 10 laps that day and I came home complaining to myself because I felt my weak ankle bones shifting and my calves aching like after a PT in Dunearn.

Just a tiny weeny bit tempted to chop off my hair, after Q cut 2 inches of it away claiming that I was trying to act mature.
And yes, very tempted to go on a diet. Looking at this photo makes me a little depressed. But i know i'll never be able to get back into this shape. Wish my legs are the size of my ankles. They were.

If you want to truly live, and not merely exist, you have to leave the comfort of your nest.
For you, buddies. I've been pondering upon this sentence :)

TTFN!

Either, or

Sun, 11 Oct 2009 16:20:56 GMT

Either the livejournal users have eloped(Is livejournal not good enough?!)
Or i've been viewing my friends' page too many times.
Why do I see the same posts all the time!

Anyhow, i have wireless connection at home now and me being the lazy and sluggish me, am occupying two sofas watching Criss Angel with the laptop on my lap. Wohoo! Life's great like that. Went for another dreadful haircut this evening now i feel the ends of my fringe poking into my eye. Damn. Like I said, i never had a satisfactory haircut. Food hunt for myself and Q after this post.
Not forgetting I still have my zuo wen to do. But kai isn't doing it so i'm not gonna do it too. Tomorrow. Shall do it tomorrow. Yes procrastination kills but I don't care much now. I guess i've developed the hatred for Singapore's education system. You have no idea how depressed I can get.
Oh I want to watch My Sister's Keeper. The last time I watched a movie was a few months ago. Transformers. Now you know how long that is.
Alright, i feel like a loner nobody's gonna comment on this anyway I'm just talking to myself.

You do have good points, but your bad points are drowning you out. Wake up.
Yours truly.

hole in my head

Sun, 11 Oct 2009 03:41:06 GMT

I am macrophobic. Because most of the time, nobody actually comes.

truth is

Fri, 09 Oct 2009 17:12:59 GMT

I (kind of) enjoy being in this state of mind. Nothing matters anymore.

still sober

Sun, 04 Oct 2009 14:35:17 GMT

I have almost forgotten all that has happened all these months, only that I've been dragging my feet to school and watching the clock tick throughout my classes. Ha, then there were promotional exams which sucked my mind away. I remember panicking before my chemistry paper, cried to my sister after tuition and received a really sweet message :) Family. Is. Ace. I. Know. Right. I try to brush those thoughts of retaining away but it's still floating in my mind and never fails to be at the tip of my tongue. This is annoying.

Holga. Fisheye. Hwa Chong Colours Award People. Starbucks. Sushi.
Jieying. Xinyu. Love.

Night's really cold
Please take care

stay bought

Sat, 03 Oct 2009 16:53:19 GMT

So my promotional exams have ended. Participated in the interhouse games and got 1st for basketball and 3rd for captain's ball. Yay to Gomes house and 09s27! I guess it's through these games that I realized myself how much I love s27 and that very desire inside of me to promote to j2 with the class. Honestly it sucks to live with uncertainities. I thank God for placing me here anyway. Now it's Project Work time and preparation for chinese A's. I heard there aren't many people who attended the chinese lecture so Mr Kong got pissed off he doesn't want to teach the rest anymore. I was absent I am innocent! Would love to be able to do well for chinese A's.

I don't fancy korean dramas like kailin does, or computer/facebook games which revealed to me how people can actually so desperate to hit that high score. Like for typing maniac, I can only hit level 9 and my friends have crazy supernatural fingers that have brought them up to level 36. Oh oh, back to my point. That's why there is nothing much to look forward to. Maybe the start of the food hunt for T, make my mom a little happier by discarding all the display items. I'm sorry but I don't appreciate display stuff? Never gonna throw my drum set away though. Let's see what else I can look forward to.. PW week? No way. A hair cut? Too much of a risk. (I do pray before every hair cut, it matters a lot to me)

Thanks to those who have conluded that I don't have a life.

Tomorrow shall be a fruitful day. I will be going down for hornets in the morning. My legs better carry me there. Not sure if i'm training though, depending on what time i wake up. Maybe xinyu's gonna scream into my ears in bed cause there's a 5-on-5 carnival coming up.. And then i'll come back home to fight a war between my books and I. Maybe go out to replenish my stationaries, facial products(Now come on I don't wear masks everyday) and and and oh i want to change the pictures on my wall! It makes me a little happier. More dunearn team pictures yea.

Goodnight, readers.

Tonight as I lay in bed
Can I have a pretty picture?

What dad never fails to say

Wed, 30 Sep 2009 16:48:40 GMT

'Today's your last paper?'
'Yeah..'
'Don't go out there and run on the road okay?'

Don't ask me.
Ask my dad.

O V E R O V E R O V E R!

TFT

Sat, 26 Sep 2009 11:46:13 GMT

Just one thing I won't let go

Nothing needs to be said

Tue, 08 Sep 2009 17:58:09 GMT

I love you guys the same.

WWJD

Tue, 08 Sep 2009 17:24:20 GMT

Welcome him with open arms.

More than

Mon, 31 Aug 2009 11:47:49 GMT

I am going to master Calculus.
You shall be crushed underfoot :D

at your feet

Thu, 27 Aug 2009 16:49:17 GMT

Be hopeful, hopeful and He'll make a way.

oh, that cannot wait

Tue, 11 Aug 2009 14:42:25 GMT

Hi, i should be studying history right now.
This shall be the first time i'm studying for history because i never did.
I want to love history as much as I love.. sushi!
Okay, that can wait..

More 'that can wait'-s and i'm dead.

Anyway i'm beginning to dislike my chem tutor because he only appeared for one chem tutorial and like, two practical sessions since the start of the term? Ha, forget about asking him for consultation man.

Anyway pardon me, i've been feeling rather emotional these days please understand.

OH hornets' playing Teck Ghee Cup and obviously i'm not because it starts at the end of this month.
Jieying was telling me how she envies the people who can play while we both are trapped here in this oh-so-awesome education system. But anyway, i'll be going down to watch whenever I can!
All the best guys :D Be sure that jieying and I will bring pom-poms to tgcc. Heh.

Go bananas
Go go bananas
:)

Fine, dear mr history, i shall dig out everything about you and squeeze them in my cells in every part of me.
We didn't start the fire, it was always burning since the world was turning we didnt start the fire no we didnt light it but we tried to fight it..

My heart is racing, the emotions keep spinning out

Mon, 10 Aug 2009 11:46:01 GMT

Dear diary, it's been a year of disappointment and hurt.

In time of test,

Sun, 09 Aug 2009 17:33:40 GMT

A point where you just wish you could go back to how Life was with them.

Now Life's tough.

Now yuhong, focus.

Knowing

Sun, 09 Aug 2009 15:27:26 GMT

Today I drank honey because my mom and aunt realized i couldn't speak this morning. So i've got a bottle of honey in my nike bottle. Now it stinks.
You know i never fail to satisfy my cravings. Was craving for seaweed fries so i walked the streets alone munching on them smiling inside, till my mouth ached. I threw 1/4 of the packet away.
Today i tried to study but failed to.
Today I met peirong and zhiling :)
Have i told you how much i love home-cooked food? Even if the rice's wet and the dishes are cold and soggy. Okay now it sounds disgusting. But anyway, i ate fish head curry(still warm).

Tomorrow i shall study.
No, tomorrow shall worry for itself.
Tomorrow, STUDY!

SHIT.
Okay let's see.

1. EoM second draft?
2. Surveys?
3. Study for MSA?

Deja vu!
I'm so gonna regret this.
And i've got a feeling tomorrow is gonna be another unproductive day.
Please, no.

Yuhong, bury!

If you'd be my star I'll be your sky

Get up

Fri, 07 Aug 2009 17:44:48 GMT

The urge to listen to a1, backstreet boys and westlife songs is back.
And oh, remember toy box- tarzan and jane?
:D

Alright i'm finally done with Alkanes on the net.
School's crazy to make us do e-learning all the time just because they can cover more topics and test us on more topics and kill us even more.
Had two tuition sessions today.
Pepper lunch for dinner :D
I almost died. Draining but apparently i'm really awake now i have no idea why.
Gonna do market failure now.

Rmb i said i have nothing to look forward to?
Now i think i'm looking forward to one thing: burger king breakfast tomorrow morning :)
Mom's getting it for us!
Anyway, next week's exams again so i doubt i'll get to meet my family this weekend.
But i'll be back for home-cooked food!
Here's another thing to look forward to :)

Alright, thank God for the long weekend.
I guess it's time for me to rest, recharge and start on my study battle!
No doubt, i'm dying to promote.
And i'm not embarrassed to say that i'm not doing well in terms of studies right now, okay?
Some of you know it, it's hard. Damn hard.
I had to go for counselling.
HAD TO.

So it's been one week since i spoke to my grandmother. I kinda told her off about christianity.
Maybe i was wrong to do that, but hey i was just trying to bring the simple message of one of the commandments to her?
Least i know one biblical truth.
But anyway who am i to speak?
I'm fine don't worry. No one's shouting at me to fold my blanket every morning, for the little things that i do.
I've had enough for the day, i need some peace and quiet for the night, will somebody please allow that?

Do you realize we rush all the time?
Okay, for me, definitely.
Rush to shower, to leave the house, to school, to study, to lectures, to tutorials, to trainings, to running, to ball handling, back home, to study, and finally squeeze some time out for myself to sleep.
Blame who? We're trapped in between space and time.
Right now i guess i'm just fighting against time.
When i promote, i guess all the load and burdens in my heart will then be finally cast away.

Oh 20 minutes ago i said i was gonna do Market Failure.

But first, the impactful ones.

It's still hanging there behind those glasses in school.
Our glory days.

This is my hornets' team.
Just last month we won 4th :)

Don't ask why i sat down.
Or do some of you even know where i am in the picture?
Short hair.

Mr Remund Koh- the one who accused me for taking drugs. HUH!
Pet phrase: When you assume, you make an ass out of you and me.
Hey looki!
You make an ASSume out of U and ME.

Ahem, yuhong wore a skirt!

Church :)

Just random ones, and the most recent ones, for me :(

Yeah and half of the class in the infirmary :)
Hahaha we thought we could go home, you see.

Racial Harmony Day :)

Alright now, finally.
Here i come, i shall conquer this chapter.
It's 0152.

Make up your mind

civics lesson

Wed, 05 Aug 2009 05:56:19 GMT

I feel like i haven't posted for really long.

Alright, you know what, i feel like i have nothing to look forward to everyday.
I have trainings then tuition then study out then training then tuition then it goes on and on.
It's been only two weeks since i've gotten econs and chem tuition for myself and i'm drained.

Everything's been like a routine it's just school everyday and then study

Training in about two hours' time.

8 days to MSA
47 days to FYE.

Take me

Thu, 30 Jul 2009 04:41:56 GMT

i have a secret...
I LOVE GEN MUAHAHAHAHAHA

so go

Sun, 26 Jul 2009 02:23:25 GMT

I'm all choked up