Yuhong(:

11 November 2009 @ 10:48 pm

Meredith Grey: At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines... that are way too dangerous to cross.
-The Grey's Anatomy

It costs to do it.

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06 November 2009 @ 12:04 am

why?

Soon you will lose everything you hold most dear.
-Dan Brown 'The Lost Symbol'

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30 October 2009 @ 09:43 pm

hurts like hell

Stay mad for as long as you can, because once you stop being mad, it hurts. It hurts like hell, and once it hurts that bad you can’t make yourself mad anymore.

-Eletheowl.
(You deserve the credit :) )

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30 October 2009 @ 08:43 pm

Cheena

Deformed Family Re-united.

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30 October 2009 @ 12:39 am

Dear diary,

I have been thinking a lot. May I ask you to send someone, an invisible someone to bring me to the beach or to another place. Anywhere. Please take me.

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29 October 2009 @ 10:14 pm

if you must know, i'm fine. really.

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Today I realized that I went from being really depressed six months ago, to loving a lot of things about my life. The only difference between then and now is that I consciously let go of some things I had been holding onto. MMT

Makes me think, when will I start loving Life again?

You know, I do spend time examining my legs and wonder if they are of the same length.(Get a measuring tape, already!) I'm pretty sure they are, but I do feel a little awkward when I walk. I would love to assume it's because of the many times I sprained my ankle(Like, five times on each side), so much so that I find myself limping almost all the time. Sometimes when I know I'm trying too hard to walk normally, I give up trying. I mean, who cares if my legs are of the same length or not. I don't. As long as I still can run, play a little basketball, pick up another sport, i'd be more than glad.

Anyway, I concluded something last Sunday afternoon: Yuhong is a joke when it comes to swimming.
Haha, I swam 10 laps that day and I came home complaining to myself because I felt my weak ankle bones shifting and my calves aching like after a PT in Dunearn.

Just a tiny weeny bit tempted to chop off my hair, after Q cut 2 inches of it away claiming that I was trying to act mature.
And yes, very tempted to go on a diet. Looking at this photo makes me a little depressed. But i know i'll never be able to get back into this shape. Wish my legs are the size of my ankles. They were.

If you want to truly live, and not merely exist, you have to leave the comfort of your nest.
For you, buddies. I've been pondering upon this sentence :)

TTFN!

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11 October 2009 @ 11:39 pm

Either, or

Either the livejournal users have eloped(Is livejournal not good enough?!)
Or i've been viewing my friends' page too many times.
Why do I see the same posts all the time!

Anyhow, i have wireless connection at home now and me being the lazy and sluggish me, am occupying two sofas watching Criss Angel with the laptop on my lap. Wohoo! Life's great like that. Went for another dreadful haircut this evening now i feel the ends of my fringe poking into my eye. Damn. Like I said, i never had a satisfactory haircut. Food hunt for myself and Q after this post.
Not forgetting I still have my zuo wen to do. But kai isn't doing it so i'm not gonna do it too. Tomorrow. Shall do it tomorrow. Yes procrastination kills but I don't care much now. I guess i've developed the hatred for Singapore's education system. You have no idea how depressed I can get.
Oh I want to watch My Sister's Keeper. The last time I watched a movie was a few months ago. Transformers. Now you know how long that is.
Alright, i feel like a loner nobody's gonna comment on this anyway I'm just talking to myself.

You do have good points, but your bad points are drowning you out. Wake up.
Yours truly.

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11 October 2009 @ 11:37 am

hole in my head

I am macrophobic. Because most of the time, nobody actually comes.

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10 October 2009 @ 01:12 am

truth is

I (kind of) enjoy being in this state of mind. Nothing matters anymore.

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04 October 2009 @ 09:58 pm

still sober

I have almost forgotten all that has happened all these months, only that I've been dragging my feet to school and watching the clock tick throughout my classes. Ha, then there were promotional exams which sucked my mind away. I remember panicking before my chemistry paper, cried to my sister after tuition and received a really sweet message :) Family. Is. Ace. I. Know. Right. I try to brush those thoughts of retaining away but it's still floating in my mind and never fails to be at the tip of my tongue. This is annoying.

Holga. Fisheye. Hwa Chong Colours Award People. Starbucks. Sushi.
Jieying. Xinyu. Love.

Night's really cold
Please take care

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04 October 2009 @ 12:02 am

stay bought

So my promotional exams have ended. Participated in the interhouse games and got 1st for basketball and 3rd for captain's ball. Yay to Gomes house and 09s27! I guess it's through these games that I realized myself how much I love s27 and that very desire inside of me to promote to j2 with the class. Honestly it sucks to live with uncertainities. I thank God for placing me here anyway. Now it's Project Work time and preparation for chinese A's. I heard there aren't many people who attended the chinese lecture so Mr Kong got pissed off he doesn't want to teach the rest anymore. I was absent I am innocent! Would love to be able to do well for chinese A's.

I don't fancy korean dramas like kailin does, or computer/facebook games which revealed to me how people can actually so desperate to hit that high score. Like for typing maniac, I can only hit level 9 and my friends have crazy supernatural fingers that have brought them up to level 36. Oh oh, back to my point. That's why there is nothing much to look forward to. Maybe the start of the food hunt for T, make my mom a little happier by discarding all the display items. I'm sorry but I don't appreciate display stuff? Never gonna throw my drum set away though. Let's see what else I can look forward to.. PW week? No way. A hair cut? Too much of a risk. (I do pray before every hair cut, it matters a lot to me)

Thanks to those who have conluded that I don't have a life.

Tomorrow shall be a fruitful day. I will be going down for hornets in the morning. My legs better carry me there. Not sure if i'm training though, depending on what time i wake up. Maybe xinyu's gonna scream into my ears in bed cause there's a 5-on-5 carnival coming up.. And then i'll come back home to fight a war between my books and I. Maybe go out to replenish my stationaries, facial products(Now come on I don't wear masks everyday) and and and oh i want to change the pictures on my wall! It makes me a little happier. More dunearn team pictures yea.

Goodnight, readers.

Tonight as I lay in bed
Can I have a pretty picture?

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01 October 2009 @ 12:38 am

What dad never fails to say

'Today's your last paper?'
'Yeah..'
'Don't go out there and run on the road okay?'

Don't ask me.
Ask my dad.

O V E R O V E R O V E R!

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26 September 2009 @ 10:45 am

TFT

Just one thing I won't let go

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09 September 2009 @ 02:08 am

Nothing needs to be said

I love you guys the same.

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09 September 2009 @ 01:36 am

WWJD

Welcome him with open arms.

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31 August 2009 @ 07:32 pm

More than

I am going to master Calculus.
You shall be crushed underfoot :D

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28 August 2009 @ 01:00 am

at your feet

Be hopeful, hopeful and He'll make a way.

Current Music: Twista Ft. Faith Evans- Hope

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11 August 2009 @ 10:43 pm

oh, that cannot wait

Hi, i should be studying history right now.
This shall be the first time i'm studying for history because i never did.
I want to love history as much as I love.. sushi!
Okay, that can wait..

More 'that can wait'-s and i'm dead.

Anyway i'm beginning to dislike my chem tutor because he only appeared for one chem tutorial and like, two practical sessions since the start of the term? Ha, forget about asking him for consultation man.

Anyway pardon me, i've been feeling rather emotional these days please understand.

OH hornets' playing Teck Ghee Cup and obviously i'm not because it starts at the end of this month.
Jieying was telling me how she envies the people who can play while we both are trapped here in this oh-so-awesome education system. But anyway, i'll be going down to watch whenever I can!
All the best guys :D Be sure that jieying and I will bring pom-poms to tgcc. Heh.

Go bananas
Go go bananas
:)

Fine, dear mr history, i shall dig out everything about you and squeeze them in my cells in every part of me.
We didn't start the fire, it was always burning since the world was turning we didnt start the fire no we didnt light it but we tried to fight it..

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10 August 2009 @ 07:48 pm

My heart is racing, the emotions keep spinning out

Dear diary, it's been a year of disappointment and hurt.

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10 August 2009 @ 01:38 am

In time of test,

A point where you just wish you could go back to how Life was with them.

Now Life's tough.

Now yuhong, focus.

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