There is no closure. Closure doesn't exist. And no matter how much I try to forget that it really happened, it would have never not happened. 
Usually it's not the speedy bus that keeps the brown pointy church from being built, most of the time it's just too difficult, too expensive, too scary. It's only once you've stopped, then you realise how hard it is to start again. So you force yourself not to want it. But it's always there. And until you finish it, it will always be, unfinished.
-How I Met Your Mother Season 6

Alright alright everybody, accept it. 11:11 wishes amount to nothing. They won't come true. They never do, never will. So stop, and make that minute of your day more productive, than clasping your hands, interlocking your fingers and make a stupid wish that nobody hears. Get it, yuhong? Stop being stupid.
I want to say something, I want to say that I love all the people I have hung out with this month. I felt so comforted by the people I met last night. Sometimes when fatigue gets you all frustrated, you start thinking. You start having negative thoughts. Or at least that's what happens to me. But last night even as my eyes were closing on me I was keeping quiet listening to the conversations they had. Many people have different descriptions of the 'heart-warming feeling'. This is mine: Knowing that you are loved by the people around you. Knowing that they are safe and happy. Trusting that one day they will get rid of whatever baggage they carry in their daily lives. That is the heart warming feeling I get. That everything is going to be just fine.

This morning I woke up at 5 found myself in the living room sat up and stared at the clock for a good 3 minutes I feel like sometimes when I need to be doing something to be in activity the second hand on the clock ticks louder i don't know man sometimes you hear the ticking sometimes you don't okay so anyway it's rare that I got up so early on a Saturday morning oh have I told you no I haven't that I think I'm in love with Oreo cookies. Why do they taste so good with milk they are what I munch on everytime I study mommy I know you read my livejournal so please help me get those oreo bite size cookies you see in the study together with my ice gems heh thank you alright I'm off to make my bus trip more productive by reading some notes and eventually falling asleep :) Punctuations are so redundant right right right oh who am I kidding?

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Can't believe what is in front of me
The water's rising up to my knees
And I can't figure out
How the hell I wound up here
Everything seemed okay when I started out the other day
Then the rain came pouring down
And now I'm drowning in my fears
And as I watch the setting sun
I wonder if I'm the only one

[Chorus]
Cause everybody tries to put some love on the line
And everybody feels a broken heart sometimes
And even when I'm scared I have to try to fly
Sometimes I fall
But I've seen it done before
I gotta step outside these walls

I've got no master plan to help me out
Or make me stand up for
All the things that I really want
You had me too afraid to ask
And as I look ahead of me
I cry and pray for sanity

[Chorus]

These walls can't be my haven
These walls can't keep me safe here
And now I guess I gotta let them down

Cause everybody tries to put some love on the line
And everybody feels a broken heart sometimes, yeah
Even when I'm scared I have to try to fly
Sometimes I fall
But I've seen it done before

I got to break out...
I got to break out...
I got to step outside these walls
Love outside these walls
I feel my heart breaking
But its a brand new day
I'm going down
I'm stepping out
I'm stepping outside
These walls
(I've seen it done before.. I'm walking on, I'll walk it off, oh I'm moving on)

These walls can't be my haven, these walls can't keep me safe here, so now I guess I got to let them down.
(And everybody feels a broken heart sometimes)
Don't ask why I'm up at this hour because I have no idea why. All I know is that I have chemistry tuition in 5 hours, need an hour to travel, need coffee to last for 3 hours, need to finish these math questions now. So good day people.
(Get by, R)

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You are growing up, but one thing you'll eventually find it difficult to understand is Love. Count the number of people you said those three words to. You probably only meant it a few times. Maybe only once. Because human Love is something you and I cannot comprehend.

One of the rare times that I think I can do perfectly fine without my phone. Even better, in fact. So my battery's flat and I don't intend to charge it anytime soon. Maybe tomorrow afternoon because I have to meet some people. But right now, I'm just glad to be shutting off from everything.

Because sometimes, it's better to not know anything, than to know something.

You really took me on a ride with just one phone call. I don't know how you did it but you did it anyway.